Song of a Reformed Headhunter
a poet's journal: notes, drafts and reactions.
Friday, May 17, 2013
Buster Keaton's "The General"
Watched a Buster Keaton film for the first time last night, and thoroughly enjoyed his style of physical comedy. The General was a Civil War comedy in which Keaton's Confederate character single-handedly, with his beloved locomotive, won the war against the Union army. The gags were ingenious, poetic in their repetition, variation and pacing. The famous deadpan face was surprisingly capable of expressing an enormous range of emotion. Every scene and gesture was precisely calculated; and the calculation rendered speech superfluous. Now I understand what LW meant when she compared Beckett's Fragments to Buster Keaton.
Monday, May 13, 2013
A Spring Diary
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| Morning Glory, Sopheap Pich, 2011 |
April 21, had lunch with David Curzon. Before lunch, he showed me his Asian art collection in his UWS apartment. Japanese paintings, Chinese bronzes and ceramics, and Indian sculptures. He gave me his book of 100 midrashim The View from Jacob's Ladder. The commentary on Biblical texts is creative and witty; it often applies another text, literary or religious, to interpret the Bible. The titular commentary is a tour-de-force. It thinks about Jacob's ladder in terms of emotional states, existence, mercy, effects, assent, the heart, success, love, clean hands, sojourn, connection, a difficult equilibrium, invitation, and, finally, enchantment. The writing records the return of a secular Jew to the tradition of his forefathers. His family escaped from the Holocaust to Australia. He found his way as an adult to New York, a Jewish city, as he called it.
April 27, watched Becket's Fragments with GH at the Baryshnikov Arts Center. Directed by Peter Brook and Marie-Hélène Estienne, the five very short plays were Rough for Theater 1, Rockaby, Act Without Words II, Neither, and Come and Go. The consummate actor-clowns Jos Houben, Kathryn Hunter and Marcello Magni gave the audience an hour of sheer magic. Beckett was never so funny and so dark to me,
May 4 - 6, RB stayed with us. We had lunch at Barney Greengrass, a first for me, saw the rattan sculptures of Cambodian artist Sopheap Pich at the Met, and then went for my reading at Two Moon Cafe. She met WL at the reading. The next day, she joined LW and VM to see Beckett's Fragments, before going with me to the Public Theater to see Richard Foreman's new expressionistic drama Old-Fashioned Prostitutes. The play was full of repeated gestures and sounds; the voice-over deepened the mystery. On Monday, after school, we had a lovely picnic in Central Park, before she left for her conference at Rutgers.
May 11, heard a student's senior recital at Julliard. She played Barber's Sonata for Cello and Piano, which I liked a great deal, Cassado's Suite for Solo Cello, Massenet's Meditation from Thaïs, and Piazolla's Le Grand Tango.
Friday, May 10, 2013
Michel Houellebecq's "The Art of Struggle"
I vaguely heard of Michel Houellebecq before stumbling on his book of poems in the Labyrinth Bookshop. I did not know that he wrote poems, as well as novels. The Art of Struggle, translated by Delphine Grass and Timothy Mathews, is captivating from the first verse of the first poem:
Dawn rises, grows, settles on the city
We've come through the night and not been set free
I hear the buses and the quiet hum
Of social exchange. I'm overcome with presence.
This is an aubade, but not an aubade that I've ever heard before. The lyrical second line is sandwiched by two plain-speaking lines. The faddish term "social exchange" shares the same line as the philosophical concept of "presence."How can one be overcome with "presence," usually considered a good thing, as opposed to "absence"? The speaker has been defeated even before the day begins. The poem beginning "What we need now is an attitude of non-resistance to the world" gave me the epigraph for a new sequence of poems, "A Position of Defeat."
Like lizards we bask in the light of phenomena,
Waiting for the night;
But we will not fight,
We must not fight,
We stay for ever in a position of defeat.
In its resolute defeatism, the poetry is revolutionary. It not only indicts Western societies of the evils of capitalism and consumerism, but it also rejects the progressive optimism and piecemeal reform of liberalism. To accept the latter is to misunderstand how deep and wide the rot has set in.
An eternity package, all included,
Personalized local discoveries,
Bodies for sale in the clubs,
But no sex guaranteed for the night.
In his relentless focus on urban decay and modern ennui, Houellebecq recalls his poetic predecessor Baudelaire. He is more pessimistic than Baudelaire, however. Desire, lesbian or otherwise, no longer saves; it is dying itself, if not dead. The adventure of walking through the sleaze of Paris he has converted into the daily trudge to La Tour Gan, the nondescript office tower in La Defense, a better symbol for present-day Paris than the Eiffel Tower.
The compact quatrains of most of the poems are varied with the occasional prose poem or poem with long, languorous lines. Houellebecq has a gift for writing manifestoes. His poetry is not afraid of ideas. And one of the biggest is that there is no transcendence in life.
Sunday, May 05, 2013
Celebrating Sound
Debbie Chou set my poem "A Position of Defeat 24" to music and sang it at the "Celebrating Sound" event last night. It was a moving and humbling experience, hearing my rhyming quatrains dissolve and then rejoin into a highly coherent, intensely dramatic, composition. I felt as if she and I truly met last night through Matthew Edison Bremer, in whose memory the poem was written.
Her singing at the piano was a beautiful climax to an evening of poetry and music, which she put together. Jason Irwin, Jennifer Harmon and I read. Two Moon Cafe, where it all took place, also showcased the striking nude photographs of Debbie's husband, James M. Graham.
Tuesday, April 30, 2013
Poem: "A Position of Defeat 30"
30. A
Manifesto for Defeatism
in honor of Matthew Edison Bremer, aka
“Sean,” who had everything and took his life
we cannot
climb up to the sun
we cannot
sink deep in the earth
coming from
plenty or from dearth
we cannot
change one thing thats done
we cannot
separate love from lust
we cannot be
but drawn to power
cantering through
the hoops of hours
we cannot
stop us from being us
we buy the
world and we are bought
we sell the
lot and we are sold
everything
has its price in gold
every
thought that will be thought
the west
indies poet last night
invoked
dante and arnaut daniel
the servers
three handsome devils
tipped to
the salon full of whites
so tall and
beautiful was one
i lost all
interest in the voice
going on
about chiasmus
and longed
to fuck him in the kitchen
he was far
too professional
to mix
together work and fun
the poet
going on about puns
had no
qualms about being on call
the good we
do produces evil
the evil
good despite intent
the web
delivers discontent
to the
licentious and the lethal
against the
will to kill oneself
the agencies
have no defence
we cannot
stop lifes offence
life cannot
comprehend death
Monday, April 29, 2013
Poem: "A Position of Defeat 29"
29.
the sun
rises and the sun sets one day
the light
unclenching its hold on the air
its
noticeably colder everywhere
from the
east to the west of the usa
a boy is
sucking greedily ice pop
his mother
checking her phone for updates
a tall black
man whizzes by on his skates
a bench
where two old faggots had to stop
the
reservoir looks as if its on fire
the ducks
swim calmly through the burning field
the envelope
of day has been unsealed
picture the
long decline of empire
Sunday, April 28, 2013
Poem: "A Position of Defeat 28"
28.
the sun
parading on its blue runway
has changed
its chaos into floral chic
up to the
minute as soho boutiques
it has
passed up bouquets as passe
less is more
as the clean shaved well heeled know
flocking to a
petite clothes closet
they cinch
their beef fed waists in a corset
woman and
men and mannequins on show
if you
imagine you can fight the trend
consider the
spring show now at the met
punk style
with its saliva blood and sweat
is
catalogued by wintour as high end
no uniform
becomes the uniform
in poetry as
in pashmina shawls
from glitzy
runways to the market stalls
the naked
screams do nothing but conform
Saturday, April 27, 2013
Poem: "A Position of Defeat 27"
27.
a wedge of
the suns landing gear
is lodged
between my rotting teeth
the
toothpick rescues bits of wreath
charred fat
and torn masculature
flossing day
and night does not help
the gum
burying the bone bleeds
but the
whole body has to feed
on prime
estate and chinese kelp
mouth
striated with lost remains
i orate with
a nasty kink
to the blind
glass above the sink
breath
smelling of dead people’s brains
Friday, April 26, 2013
Poem: "A Position of Defeat 26"
26.
the sun a
bit of deep programming code
swivels its suspect
electronic eye
logging on
at hotspots to its wifi
i give away
my bearings on the road
wired to
love what’s good, i love
to stir my
stick in a man’s shithole
and submit
to the sun’s social control
though wired
to fear what i know not of
a
reproductive program gone rogue
at school i
am still gainfully employed
to vaccinate
the young by being paranoid
of what is
in vain and what is in vogue
Thursday, April 25, 2013
Poem: "I wrote a poem yesterday"
Wrote an additional poem today, for Spanish class. My limited vocabulary became a useful constraint.
I wrote a
poem yesterday.
It was a sad
poem, very sad.
I wanted to
tear it up
but it was
on the computer.
I wrote a
poem day before yesterday.
That one was
sad too.
In the poem
I went to the river
but the
river had no water in it.
I wrote
seven poems last week.
They were
all sad, very sad.
They
followed me to the river
and followed
me back home.
I wrote a
poem in 1992
that was a
happy poem.
I tried to
remember it last night
but it has
gone down the river.
Yo escribí un poema
ayer.
Fue un
poema triste, mui triste.
Lo quise
romper
pero fue en
la computadora.
Yo escribí un poema
anteayer.
Este uno
fue triste tambien.
En el poema
fui al rio
pero el rio
no tuvo agua en él.
Yo escribí siete
poemas la semana pasada.
Ellos
fueron todos tristes, mui tristes.
Me siguieron
al rio
y me
siguieron a mi casa
Yo escribí un poema
en 1992
que fue un
poema feliz.
Lo traje
recordar anoche
pero él ha
ido abajo del rio.
Poem: "A Position of Defeat 25"
25.
the sun will
not stay long enough to broker
ceasefire in
terrific zones of death
the day is
shot through with decaying breath
the coffee
cold the croissant mediocre
i will catch
some infection or another
from the
untreated slash in someones head
a youtube
video of an oyster bed
round razors
laved to a gleam by fresh water
a vimeo of a
knitted boyfriend strikes
at
lonelyhearts and artist wannabes
imagination
falls to fantasies
and action
is reduced to hitting like
i have set
up a facebook author page
invited my
five thousand facebook friends
link to it
like share follow recommend
or hit my
virtual target with your rage
Wednesday, April 24, 2013
Poem: "A Position of Defeat 24"
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| i.m. Matthew Edison Bremer |
24.
the sun was
high the morning he bottomed
by a pool
tastefully appointed with books
the
all-american with esquire good looks
so young he
could have just come from the prom
high too
when he was tag-teamed by two men
their cocks stuffing
his hungry mouth and ass
highest when
fucking the big-boob stewardess
he brought ken
to his knees sucking his glans
overdosed on
prescription medicine
provided,
some say, by a kindly client
in life he
went by matt on screen by sean
no matter
now the worms have him in turn
Tuesday, April 23, 2013
Poem: "A Position of Defeat 23"
23.
out of the
datsun whizzing through the sky
shoots a wad
from a politico
into the
oval office fellatio
delivers
with last names like lewinsky
the obvious phallus
of a congressman
stretching
his gray cotton boxer briefs
is sent to
followers via a tweet
the media
say we get off on attention
there will
be less and less for everyone
as our free-for-all
intensifies
power and
sex and power and sex
will divvy
up the vision of the sun
Monday, April 22, 2013
Poem: "A Position of Defeat 22"
22.
crushing the
burntout sun under my heel
i stomp both
feet to get the blood flowing
the trees are
stuck between dying and growing
the water is
too weak against the wheel
the women on
the exercise machines
are back
after a guilty hiatus
the men are flexing
their deltoideus
pumped up by
growth-enhancement vitamins
they chase
an image of their sunny youth
receding
further even as they strive
they age at
twenty-four or twenty-five
the trees
are pushing north while heading south
Sunday, April 21, 2013
Poem: "A Position of Defeat 21"
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| from The New York Times |
21.
theres
nothing new under the sun
the present
is a product of the past
and will
surrender at long last
to a future
bristling with guns
a boy
skateboarding toward me
as i am
running in the park
we raise our
spirits to the mark
of the dark
eyes of enmity
at the last
moment the cunt swerves
just missing
my battering ram
a voice
inside exults i am
the man
because i hold my nerve
Saturday, April 20, 2013
Poem: "A Position of Defeat 20"
20.
hurtling
around the sun itself spinning
at dizzying
speeds in differential circles
a wave of subatomic
particles
dies on the
bat in the day’s last inning
that fine
metallic ping in the spring air
draws in its
wake a low approving roar
and then a
vast communal silence soars
through the sound
barrier bursting into cheers
around the
field the music of the spheres
echoes in
one wild dionysian pitch
until the noise
reduces to a twitch
i hold my
head blood dripping from my ears
Friday, April 19, 2013
Poem: "A Position of Defeat 19"
19.
the sun
shines everywhere but here it calls
forth from
the road a restless perky rage
all the old
world has crossed a players’ stage
the new is
squatting from an urban sprawl
so big a
country but only one story
and it is
not about the wounded knee
the crippled
canters for the blind to see
and death as
they say is a kind of journey
form does
not exist in the incomplete
meaning does
not stay in the ongoing
the poem of
the open road singing
can’t understand
positions of defeat
Thursday, April 18, 2013
Poem: "A Position of Defeat 18"
18.
sunday like
any other day of the week
begins the
work of filling up the time
the hours
integral empty sublime
present so
many unravished physiques
a white boy
fifteen or sixteen of age
honey for
hair runs past in tennis shorts
i unzip my
jeans and take out my cock
behind the
new york times and turn a page
minutes
later his older brother shows
bulging a
navy blue college sweatshirt
his rowboat
legs pumping along the dirt
my dick
hardens unbearably below
he comes
again this time pushing a stroller
in front of
him as he runs after his youth
thicker in
the waist longer in the tooth
and jogging
back and forth as if bipolar
the final
figures are predictable
the crumpled
suit the shaky gouty walk
i close my
eyes and whack my wilting cock
the spirit
willing but the flesh unable
Wednesday, April 17, 2013
Poem: "A Position of Defeat 17"
17.
flying
across the cut and pasted sun
a chiseled
father saves his tumbling boy
emerging
from the shadow gates of troy
a woman runs
toward agamemnon
no one no
movement in this corridor
constructed
by an old drawing program
above the
photograph four videocams
watch the
airless space inside the maw
i cannot
tear my eyes away for dread
a grin has
opened in the continuum
a tree beckons
with multiplying arms
this beady
blackbird with a bluish head
Tuesday, April 16, 2013
Poem: "A Position of Defeat 16"
16.
the system
of the sun the net
is streaming
videos of the blast
no one escapes
from the broadcast
of mayhem
and the terror threat
someone
sincere a hacktivist
has broken
in and gained access
the rootkit
set in our recess
he works with
other idealists
they want to
combat code with code
they always
get what they phish for
very soon
all that we wish for
we get too
when we press download
Monday, April 15, 2013
Poem: "A Position of Defeat 15"
15.
the sun once
shone so gently from my limbs
this snap of
me on college lawn doth show
and he
fawn-like yet milky as a doe
drew every
ray of light from me to him
i was a god
and he my first creation
but matters
were as though the other way
a deer
called forth the dawn out of the day
a god could
kiss a tail in adoration
the wonder
is imprisoned in the snap
the roebucks
on this island crawl with ticks
the sun
appears like a cardsharper’s trick
or burnished
as the past a burning trap
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